BLESSEDday Confession # 30 - A blast from the past

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I saw this picture of my 5th grade classmate in her FB account.

I could say that one of my darkest years was when I was in my 5th and 6th grade. Yes it was!
my parents decided to transfer us in a school ( di ko na babanggitin yung school hihi) my life has changed.
being small, dark skinned, not beautiful and a newbie, I wasn't treated nice.

The boys in our classroom was never been nice to me, they were harsh and treated my like am not a girl. (or maybe, pag nandyan parents ko.)

there was one classmate in a 5th grade who spitted saliva on my hair and walked out just like nothing happened. ( grossed diba?).

without any humor I ask God to give me super powers that I could throw up stones, turn them into a statue and slap,punch, kick them and and they will feel the hurt after I turn them back to normal. How I wish i could have that powers. I will use those powers to the people who treated me bad. Including my 6th grade adviser ( instead sa kanya ako magsumbong, isa pa sya sa mga nagpahirap sakin.)

None sense if i will tell her, She wouldn't listen to me naman eh, what's the sense diba?

yes, I have friends, pero dahil may group2 (naks! text lang? group2?? haha)
there was a leader, if happened that you had a trouble with that leader the rest of the gilrs should treat you like an enemy, so don't messed up with the leader.
eh lagi akong napapaaway madalas ako lang mag isa. I ate alone, I'm not joining them sometimes in the flag ceremony. I was so alone madalas.


But everything's changed, as I surrendered my life to Jesus, I gained friends and found family. I have this promise in me before I will never look for any people in my past but as know more of the Lord, I moved on and I'm loving the people that GOD introduces me.

Past is past sabi nga nila, those were just memories, dapat nga di na inaalala yun eh, but I used that giving you a testimony that if you have been down, revenge is never be an answer, tell the LORD about it and he will give you rest.



since, I did not mentioned any name , bahala na kayo manghula kung sino sino nagbully sakin dyan, clue: 70% of the class. hihihi!! ^.^

syempre, kung hindi dahil sa kanila, I will not able to improve myself for the better. Nevertheless thank you.



Thank you LORD.

Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #29 – “It hurts you know!!!”

Dude, I not ask you if you’ve been hurt because all of us do, right? Well, just want to tell you’re not alone.

(by: GOOGLE images "hurt")



I just went to a circumstance that I could say that been hurt my feeling so bad. When someone underestimated my abilities that made me (somehow) look down at myself. I thank God for that situation because I immediately ask His power to make me calm. If only I let the anger run, I don’t know what will gonna happen. I totally ignore that person and continue my routine. My thinking was this,


” I will never ruin my day because of you. I will live my life the way it was, without the shadow of the mean people like you. I forgave you; even you didn’t say anything to apologize.”


I thought that I already forgave her but deep within me not. I deny the feeling that everything’s fine now, I don’t care anymore, but the truth is, I still have wounds.


I thought that my motivation to press on was right, but God wants to tell me something, He wants me to forgive and let it go. Every time I deny the feelings, I only am allowing the enemy to move over me.


So what I did I pray about it. I told God that “it’s hard for me to forgive that person. Lord I know you don’t want me to suffer in this feeling that I am dealing with.
And so god promised in psalm 94:13

Amazing God! Few days after, when I saw that person again, I only laugh at myself, thinking, “ parang kelan lang inis ako sa taong to.”



I did the right thing, and I learned something, God wants us to learn something in the situation that we are into, that’s how God prepares us for a greater blessing. God set standards for us to receive that. Now, how we can have that great blessing if in every circumstance we become bitter? It’s our choice dear, BETTER or BITTER?


Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #28 - Greatest Healer of All

there is one man rushed into the emergency room ( where we assigned to have duty) suffering from difficulty in breathing the patient was unconscious that time. What more alarming was that the man turned into color blue, meaning the oxygen is not entering his body and he could die. so the nurses and doctors did there part as a health care provider. They help the man to survive, knowing that one small mistake can take the man's life. after 15 to minutes BOOM the patient gained his consciousness.
GREAT PEOPLE!


Also with God, he heals every wound we have , Physically, emotionally, and spiritually. He has the ability to change our lives as in everything in our lives.
Some times there is no medicine can heal us from the pain inside. Even crying is not enough for us to feel better, and our emotions will run us and makes us feel so down.
The best part of it is that there is Jesus , yes, he is always there to comfort us. We never see him but we can always feel his presence. I'm sure about it! ^.^ ( tested!)

in earth we have hospitals that can help us to cure our physical illnesses. We also have a place to cure our Spiritual illnesses: through our knee and lips.

knee- prayer a call for GOD,tell him you need him.(credits: GOOGLE.com)

lips - praising and worshiping the God who heals the brokenhearted.(picture by Joanne Manulit )

happy reading ^.^