Tuesday, February 23, 2010

dream came true ^.^

In the world of performing, what I enjoy the most is acting, and dancing is my way of playing.. As a performer by heart,back to my old school "Holy Angel University" I used to involved myself in performing when there is an event the professors always count on us for that. Everytime i performed with my full confidence it feels like my heart wants to leap because of the joy, lalo na if some people will appreciate it
it's more encouraging diba?

As I've said earlier, I dance as if I'm playing, I've tried many types of dance, like interpretative dance,Hip-Hop,jazz,and a bit of ballroom. But Cheering is my dream and when the opportunity comes I was not that ready when our school decided to open an audition my self esteem goes down, and negatives thoughts bombarded me. And I think that cheering or pep squad don't suites me. But when the time that I'm ready eh un ung time na magttransfer na ko.

When I transferred here in manila I thought my dream will be just only a dream. Until I found that every year FCI (my school) launches sports fest and in each department should have their cheering squad. My first year in the said school I only observed the performance of each delegates and I was like " OOHh cool, ma try nga next year."

And so that day comes, I'm really excited to perform again for almost a year and a half I'm going to perform again and take note my dream dance and particularly i want the position of flyer why? Just an experiment I want to know how it feels to be thrown away knowing that the person down is going to catch me ..^.^

my friends and classmate know how excited I am to dance,(diba guys? hihi) and so our first night of practice we are all girls but the first was enjoyable.

next we practiced with the lifter wherein Pol and Gerald are my lifter and Marcgh and Manel are the spotter.. At first it was hard to control your balance because of course it's my first time but I learned how be relaxed thanks to my team hihi ^.^

everytime we practice the more pressure we are, we are so rushed that we only have
two weeks to prepare for the competition, costumes, props, everything all in a rushed
but the spirit of the determination burns inspite of all problems still we really want to compete "lalo na ako!! gusto ko talaga ituloy!"

nonstop practicing, thirst, exhausting ahh we experience and the scold of our choreographer hay, imagine that with matching school works to be done! san kapa? but we endure this one just to have fun right guys? and so the day of the competition comes today we just dance and give the people the best shot although the last part of our lifting collapses because of the wrong balancing, but all in all it's beautiful hihi ^.^.


We just finished the cheering in just 8 days can you imagine that? HIHI ^.^ can't believe it but it's true hihi ^.^EH panu pag nakapagprepare pa kami? hihi Just kidding!

by the way just want to say all the L.A. cheering squad win or lose I enjoyed everything.. hihi

here are some of our pictures








here's Manel one of the spotter she is also our muse.. during our practices she is always forget the steps and always asking " anu kasi ung susunod na steps?" but you know what, during our performance she never ask for the next step. She dances very graceful.. hihi nice one Manel! Thank you also for not giving up...





Margie ^.^ the spotter she's with Manel, she's good also in dancing and the sexy one, no baby fats hihi ^.^ thank you also Margch for staying in the group.. ^.^













ohh!!my two lifter, very strong and tough!!!! weh!!!!! ^.^

















POL- Sorry for the bone breaking, skin friction, head turning, and I know the reason behind your dirty shirt is because of me..^.^ but I do enjoy working with you, and thank you for joining us..and sharing what you got...nice meeting you by the way.. ^.^














Gerald We met before because we used to be classmate in section B. now that I'm in section A, I do miss the times when the boys of section B including you singing my name in the crowd "SOOOOOOOOMMMMMOOOOOO!" hihi ^.^ and I feel sorry for your hand that everytime you will lift me up your hand aches and I feel guilty whenever my movement is wrong that we have to repeat it all over again .. so sorry!! nice working with you bud!















The photos are so many that I cant post it all here just check it out on my Fb account Mafie_dan @yahoo.com.ph

well anyway to Ish: thank you sa paghatid mo sakin ah.. hihi I've had alot of fun eating with you.. hihih sarap kumain noh!!hihi

To grave : hay nku super kulit hihii... salamat sa mga trip hihihi super trip!!

to Dhen : nku harapan ka panaman din!! joke... nice to meet you in deeper.. I may know you just because your my classmate but now i can say that your my friend also.. hihi ( Ang drama!)hihi


to Donna - makulit ka din eh noh?hihi you will never forget this kind of experience .. right? SUKI!! hihi peace out.. baka magalit si daddy mo..







rhea - thank you for pursuing cheering ah eventhough you're not feeling well but still you continue.

cath - aun.. nagkasama na tayo sa rizal non eh.. hihi you know me well hihi ^.^ i miss the way i make you laugh

pau - like donna suki ka din.. it's nice to see you laughing because of my wackiness hihi^.^

cecil - wla ka man sa pix we do give you thanks for your humble house.. salamat for lending me jogging pants and shirt ha,,,

mikko - ung laging high blood hihi wlang gnawa hung di magalit.. hihihi... peace out!!just kidding..... thank you so much!!!!!

Agnes and MOnet - Our first year participant.. thank you for joining.. we enjoy your company sa uulitin ha... nice meeting both of you new friends... ^.^



to kuya nathan thank you for partnering with us..eventhough na high blood ka samin..
and for the headaches,, inspite of the code names; mga tipaklong, gagamba, shunga shunga and everything we will never had a good dance like we did in the crowd nevertheless thank you!^.^










and to lester: for the last minute dumating ka.. you're a savior hihi ^.^ although you came late you are game to dance dance ballet !! thank you!!



to William - thank you for helping us kahit na di ka sumayaw dahil di ka namin mapilit you're so kind and well mannered we do appreciate that... salamat ng madami!!











special thanks to: ryan hahaaha!!! for the last minute we thought na di mo kami sisiputin and Ish almost cry beacuse wala kapa.. but thank you for your cooperation na kahit minsan you're always late..



















here are some photos of our rehersals, and props making..









right after rehearsals..going home!!!!!






















































































and of course I would like to thank my BESTFRIEND (GOD) who guided me along the way eventhough my mind wants to quit but He said no, so without His love my dream will be just a dream, His love gives me strength and determination to continue cheering thank you BESTFRIEND!!! my confidence comes from YOU!!! love you !!!












GUYS!!!!we made it... thank you !!!! mwha!!!! wlang sumuko!!!everything is possible to a willing mind...nice working with yOu guys!!!



thank you also for being part of my dream come true ^.^








FAM ♥

Saturday, February 13, 2010

happy valentines day... ^.^

I don't have any date on this day because I don't date.. hihi

The person I mentioned earlier, hihi^.^ wala na akong crush sa kanya.. hihi
attraction no more!!!thank you Lord!!!Last night I prayed that my feeling will just go away and let my eyes focus on my goals, and besides it's not the right time to fall in love ...haaay,,, and suddenly the feelings gone.. I only admire him for being nice,cute, tough ect.. etc..

I realized that if we want to achieve something we really want, we can do it although sometimes we tend to say that it's hard do it, no it's not that hard, it's just the mind who's hard to convince. Nothing is impossible to a willing mind remember..You should have to focus and remember the purposes you have in this earth and pray to God and boom!!!you do it without a sweat! hihi just like me..


I will just serve the Lord with all my heart while I'm waiting for the right time with the right one whom I will spend my love for him for the rest of my life and knowing my GOD is the best match maker , no worries!!..hihi^.^



anyway my valentine today is just another day, but knowing how God love me? Everyday is a valentines day...


ahihihi!!! I spent time with my cheering squad.. hihihi^.^ wlang nangyari hindi ako nahagis..which is my favorite part.. anyway... Goodbye for now..

it's not right...

Ohhhh!!!!valentines is coming!!!but I'm not excited..hihi actually I am because the love of the Lord for me is overflowing..yeah that is right...

hihi love...love....love...

when it will be mine?

all I have to do is

wait..wait...wait...

hihi^.^


The subject of my blog this time it's all about my crush ...my crush!!!
he's just a simple guy, sports mined person with a fair complexion and very tough one..he's my crush simply because he has the nice eye... killer looks... yeah his smile might kill me..yeah that's normal and it's just a mere crush..

But what if the feelings go deeper? It's turns to a attraction? normal pa ba yun?
he never know me at all and he doesn't even care if he will know..
and wala akong balak sabihin sa kanya.. duh?! not my personality,.

yihh!!!dapat hindi!!! I have to focus first on my goal remember! Love will wait..you are just attracted to someone but that's not love...remember!! God konow what's best focus!!!!

But one thing is for sure, he will not be interested on me..
ok lang..hihi.. basta aku madaming love sakin si LORD...

no right love in the wrong time... just will look at him from a far.. ganun nlang siguro noh.. hihi

Just appreciate the talent and his handsomeness.. hihi be friends nlang...not now!!!


hihi that's all...


advance happy valentines!!! ^.^ ♥

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

My big bro...

I'm talking about my real brother Paul, my kuya is really makulit.. he knows how to make me mad he also knows how to make me laugh hard. The reason why he is my subject to this blog is that I'm happy to have him as my brother..



Since I'm studying in Manila there is an instances that i ca'nt go home because of some school work have to finished first, i have to stay for Manila for 2 weeks.Boredom strikes as usual.. hihihi ^.^ but when I got home i saw my kuya playing Psp and he has downloaded my favorite Kpop video that I requested for a very long time, and I was like, "oooh... finally,," My kuya's way of annoying me is ..singing just infront of me as in his face is actually near to my face GRRRRRR...... nakakainis un!!!!then i said "Alam mo nkakainis yang ginagawa mo!!kakanta ka na nga lang itatapat mo pa ung muka mo!!alam mu yon?!!!" and then he said in nice manner, " namiss ko lang naman kayo." And suddenly I was silent for that moment and then I realized namimis din pla kami nitong mokong nato...


hihiihi ILOVEIT!!!my kuya and I sometimes we fight, and sometimes he is my partner in crime.. we do a lot of kalokohan but one thing I discover about him ,,he's kinda sweeet kuya...


hihii I love him... I'm always praying for him,, though he's not aware..


Thank You bestfriend for my kuya!! ^.^