BLESSEDday Confession # 30 - A blast from the past

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I saw this picture of my 5th grade classmate in her FB account.

I could say that one of my darkest years was when I was in my 5th and 6th grade. Yes it was!
my parents decided to transfer us in a school ( di ko na babanggitin yung school hihi) my life has changed.
being small, dark skinned, not beautiful and a newbie, I wasn't treated nice.

The boys in our classroom was never been nice to me, they were harsh and treated my like am not a girl. (or maybe, pag nandyan parents ko.)

there was one classmate in a 5th grade who spitted saliva on my hair and walked out just like nothing happened. ( grossed diba?).

without any humor I ask God to give me super powers that I could throw up stones, turn them into a statue and slap,punch, kick them and and they will feel the hurt after I turn them back to normal. How I wish i could have that powers. I will use those powers to the people who treated me bad. Including my 6th grade adviser ( instead sa kanya ako magsumbong, isa pa sya sa mga nagpahirap sakin.)

None sense if i will tell her, She wouldn't listen to me naman eh, what's the sense diba?

yes, I have friends, pero dahil may group2 (naks! text lang? group2?? haha)
there was a leader, if happened that you had a trouble with that leader the rest of the gilrs should treat you like an enemy, so don't messed up with the leader.
eh lagi akong napapaaway madalas ako lang mag isa. I ate alone, I'm not joining them sometimes in the flag ceremony. I was so alone madalas.


But everything's changed, as I surrendered my life to Jesus, I gained friends and found family. I have this promise in me before I will never look for any people in my past but as know more of the Lord, I moved on and I'm loving the people that GOD introduces me.

Past is past sabi nga nila, those were just memories, dapat nga di na inaalala yun eh, but I used that giving you a testimony that if you have been down, revenge is never be an answer, tell the LORD about it and he will give you rest.



since, I did not mentioned any name , bahala na kayo manghula kung sino sino nagbully sakin dyan, clue: 70% of the class. hihihi!! ^.^

syempre, kung hindi dahil sa kanila, I will not able to improve myself for the better. Nevertheless thank you.



Thank you LORD.

Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #29 – “It hurts you know!!!”

Dude, I not ask you if you’ve been hurt because all of us do, right? Well, just want to tell you’re not alone.

(by: GOOGLE images "hurt")



I just went to a circumstance that I could say that been hurt my feeling so bad. When someone underestimated my abilities that made me (somehow) look down at myself. I thank God for that situation because I immediately ask His power to make me calm. If only I let the anger run, I don’t know what will gonna happen. I totally ignore that person and continue my routine. My thinking was this,


” I will never ruin my day because of you. I will live my life the way it was, without the shadow of the mean people like you. I forgave you; even you didn’t say anything to apologize.”


I thought that I already forgave her but deep within me not. I deny the feeling that everything’s fine now, I don’t care anymore, but the truth is, I still have wounds.


I thought that my motivation to press on was right, but God wants to tell me something, He wants me to forgive and let it go. Every time I deny the feelings, I only am allowing the enemy to move over me.


So what I did I pray about it. I told God that “it’s hard for me to forgive that person. Lord I know you don’t want me to suffer in this feeling that I am dealing with.
And so god promised in psalm 94:13

Amazing God! Few days after, when I saw that person again, I only laugh at myself, thinking, “ parang kelan lang inis ako sa taong to.”



I did the right thing, and I learned something, God wants us to learn something in the situation that we are into, that’s how God prepares us for a greater blessing. God set standards for us to receive that. Now, how we can have that great blessing if in every circumstance we become bitter? It’s our choice dear, BETTER or BITTER?


Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #28 - Greatest Healer of All

there is one man rushed into the emergency room ( where we assigned to have duty) suffering from difficulty in breathing the patient was unconscious that time. What more alarming was that the man turned into color blue, meaning the oxygen is not entering his body and he could die. so the nurses and doctors did there part as a health care provider. They help the man to survive, knowing that one small mistake can take the man's life. after 15 to minutes BOOM the patient gained his consciousness.
GREAT PEOPLE!


Also with God, he heals every wound we have , Physically, emotionally, and spiritually. He has the ability to change our lives as in everything in our lives.
Some times there is no medicine can heal us from the pain inside. Even crying is not enough for us to feel better, and our emotions will run us and makes us feel so down.
The best part of it is that there is Jesus , yes, he is always there to comfort us. We never see him but we can always feel his presence. I'm sure about it! ^.^ ( tested!)

in earth we have hospitals that can help us to cure our physical illnesses. We also have a place to cure our Spiritual illnesses: through our knee and lips.

knee- prayer a call for GOD,tell him you need him.(credits: GOOGLE.com)

lips - praising and worshiping the God who heals the brokenhearted.(picture by Joanne Manulit )

happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #27 friend for keeps.

Hello everyone!! Nice to be back!! I’ve been in a long break huh? So sorry for the delayed guys. I’ve been in storms yup like physical and emotional stress. I can say that I’ve moved on now and ready to confess my blessed days but of course I conquered it all with the help of my LORD GOD Bestfriend.


I finally visit my former school Holy Angel University,last march 10 2012. I can say na grabeeee!!! Ang ganda ng school ko!! Haha, so sad I’m just a former education student there. But anyway, my real agenda was to meet my “Tatay James” and meet the new members of theatre guild not to spoil my day saying “aaaaaahhhh!!! Ang ganda ng HOLY” . I only met 4 members of theatre guild, and some old members I’ve known before. I wouldn’t lie that I really had a good time knowing them. Haha! We had a question and answer portion headed by me. Just to know them deeply. Haha! Ganun kabilis noh? I’ve told them that I hate dead air so they have to talk and talk not just me. And no time wasted. I get their numbers to keep in touch. Hihi!!

I have this in my heart that I have to take care of them even though am far away from them . ayaw ko kasi napapabayaan ang mga kapatid ko hihi! And I don’t want to meet them because it is needed but I want to.
I want to cultivate deep friendship in each of them. They are the future leaders of theatre guild and one recipe of good leadership is being a friend to all I do believe in that.


Guys they are my new brothers and one sister. Hihihi


Angelo "Gelo" silent type pero may ibubuga!

Micco Hiro english boy that I thought he's from US, Japan pala. hihi

Jaco or JACOCO MARTIN . hihihi makulit to pramis!

and ney!! my lil sis!!! pinakamaganda sa kanila.. ( kasi sya lang babae.) hihihi

thank you everyone !!!


happy reading!! ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #26 Better or Bitter?

I've watched this video for about a month from now. He's a online preacher named Jeff Bethke.

Here's another picture of him.(pictures by: GOOGLE images)

It was my friends recommendation and I loved it.Ive searched for his vids and it was very informative. Although I know some of His teachings but when he talks he actually explains exactly what you have to hear.


I really love this video!! It's about sex, marriage, and fairytale. actually I don't want to add some info because it's very substantial and I don't need to add anything It's complete. hihi ^.^

GOD bless Jeff! ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession # 25 - hospitality for everyone.

Hello! I am here again! Hihi ^.^
I would like to share what I’ve shared to the youth.
I am assigned for the word of God. So I would like to share this one. ^.^



According to 1 Peter 4:9
“Offer hospitality to each other without grumbling.

There’s one experienced that I went thru that I would like to share. I have had a friend from the past that every time we will fight about small things we usually tease each other by our physical appearance since I was in grade school And being so young and “maldita” I would throw a big tease on her and vice versa. The rival stops when my parents decided to move in other place. But we were still on the fight that time. Years gone by and until we saw each other again, back then when I was still education student. She decided to enter my Organization, and when she passed my Organizations audition. I have no choice but to welcome her as one of the member. At the back of my mind I was like “ yih!!!! Bakit?” But at the end I finally accepted her as sis, since we treat our members as a family.



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Let’s be honest, hospitality is very big task for us. It involves sacrifice. Doing the things that you don’t want to do make us so sick! Haha
But we have to do it WITHOUT COMPLAINING.
It’s because we represent GOD.

God loved us when we were so unlovely, so we have to love people who are unlovable in our sight. Picture that.
Paul said in Romans 12:31 “Share with God’s people who are in need, practice hospitality.”
It’s so easy for us to show hospitality to the people we know. But Jesus said in Matthew 5:46 “ if you love the people who love you, everybody can do that”
It’s like sharing the love that comes from God. We should pass it to everyone.





4 pointers to practice hospitality.


1.Forget your old self. “I’m not approachable.” , “She’s/he’s not my type.” ,” I am shy.” If God changed you, you will no longer say these things. If anyone is in Christ the new has come the old has gone.

Before I was a big snob to everyone, but when I came to know GOD and felt his presence I became friendly, I am claiming this gift , I can start a conversation in all kinds of people, and in any ages.

2. Share it to everyone. – Meaning you have to show care to the people you hate, the people you seem you can’t be with. That’s a big challenge but if God is with you, it’s easy.


3. MOVE! Prayer without work is useless. You have to take the risk. This just like a dream or your goal, if you want to be successful in life you have to do something. MOVE.

4. ACTION- Act like there’s no time wasted. Make them feel that they are welcome and make them feel that they are loved. Apply 1,2,3 . make them feel that they afford you brotherly love.

And remember: WE REPRESENT GOD.


Sharing is nice!

photo: Google images.

Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #24 - I am "Out" to be "In".

Hello readers! It's been a long time huh? I missed blogging, really.
the past months were very busy and lots of things to be done. I Am thinking of a new post in my dear blog. Seriously, I want to post something unique and fine, but I realized everyday of our life can serve a BLESSEDday Confession. it's just that i don't have the time to post it all.haha! ^.^


Are you ready?

My decision to post this confession is to tell the youth who always want to be in trend and doesn't want to be outdated so they try to go with the flow on what on the earth brings.

story behind?


here's my true to life experience with my Professor.
Our topic was on the drugs ( since I am in medical field that's why we tackled on that). He ask for the Contraindication of the drug that he's asking. I am thinking knowing that the drug that He's asking was familiar. I kept quiet and thinking so seriously and when my prof decided to reveal the answer I suddenly remembered the right I am excited to say it. I didn't just say it I say it with a loud voice "Contraindicated to the pregnant woman!" all eyes on me, and the whole class laughed. and the brow of my prof raised. He asked "bakit? buntis ka?" (why? your pregnant?). And I answered "Of course not sir" . He said this," virgin?" , I responded "Of course sir!".

He said to whole class, "You know what class, people who are still virgin now a days, said that they lack of many opportunities,(laugh). because no one wants to touch them."

I answered with confidence, " No sir, that not true, I rather choose to be pure."







I don't know how it started but someone ask if I have a boyfriend.They found out that i had none.


I responded with great confidence , " It's my option to remain single for now."

then, my prof continued our lesson.


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That's the reason why many young people, were lost, because of the trend here,because they don't want to be outdated, they want to be in ,so they try go with the flow. And after that, they'll regrets the things that they did. But I still believe in God's word " Be Holy, because I am holy."

God created us so beautiful and wonderful, and we are expected to take care of ourselves, especially our purity. being liberated is now trending, and being conservative is old. But which side do you think if you do, God will be glorified?
I am not saying sex is bad, but actually it is a God's gift to the married couple, take note, " married couple." not boyfriends and girlfriends, but MARRIED.


if you are a person who fall into that "thing", surrender wholeheartedly, and ask the Lord to cleanse you from the impurities you went through, our God is very forgiving if you just call unto Him. So the next move will be yours, when? Not tomorrow, later or other day but now. That's the best thing about our God , you can reach Him 24/7.


Old saying and still true. "Wait for the right one." , and I quote, " pray for the right one at the right time."

In one book that Ive read, " The right love in the wrong time is still the wrong thing." ( I kissed dating goodbye by: Joshua Harris).

- being a conservative Is cool, being outdated is "In".


I've heard this story in a youth service. " the conversation of the virgin and not virgin girls.



not virgin - " still virgin??Haha! OMG! You're the only girl in our friends that stayed virgin. haha!pathetic."


virgin - " You know what?, I could be like you, anytime and whenever I want to. But for you, YOU WILL NEVER BE LIKE ME."


BOOM!







----> God Is the best matchmaker, I do believe as I serve Him with all my heart, my future is secure. As for now, I enjoy loving the LORD. My future man will come.





Here's my photo saying IN maging OUT

and so " No sir, that's not true! I rather choose to be pure."

Happy reading. ^.^