BLESSEDday Confession # 30 - A blast from the past

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I saw this picture of my 5th grade classmate in her FB account.

I could say that one of my darkest years was when I was in my 5th and 6th grade. Yes it was!
my parents decided to transfer us in a school ( di ko na babanggitin yung school hihi) my life has changed.
being small, dark skinned, not beautiful and a newbie, I wasn't treated nice.

The boys in our classroom was never been nice to me, they were harsh and treated my like am not a girl. (or maybe, pag nandyan parents ko.)

there was one classmate in a 5th grade who spitted saliva on my hair and walked out just like nothing happened. ( grossed diba?).

without any humor I ask God to give me super powers that I could throw up stones, turn them into a statue and slap,punch, kick them and and they will feel the hurt after I turn them back to normal. How I wish i could have that powers. I will use those powers to the people who treated me bad. Including my 6th grade adviser ( instead sa kanya ako magsumbong, isa pa sya sa mga nagpahirap sakin.)

None sense if i will tell her, She wouldn't listen to me naman eh, what's the sense diba?

yes, I have friends, pero dahil may group2 (naks! text lang? group2?? haha)
there was a leader, if happened that you had a trouble with that leader the rest of the gilrs should treat you like an enemy, so don't messed up with the leader.
eh lagi akong napapaaway madalas ako lang mag isa. I ate alone, I'm not joining them sometimes in the flag ceremony. I was so alone madalas.


But everything's changed, as I surrendered my life to Jesus, I gained friends and found family. I have this promise in me before I will never look for any people in my past but as know more of the Lord, I moved on and I'm loving the people that GOD introduces me.

Past is past sabi nga nila, those were just memories, dapat nga di na inaalala yun eh, but I used that giving you a testimony that if you have been down, revenge is never be an answer, tell the LORD about it and he will give you rest.



since, I did not mentioned any name , bahala na kayo manghula kung sino sino nagbully sakin dyan, clue: 70% of the class. hihihi!! ^.^

syempre, kung hindi dahil sa kanila, I will not able to improve myself for the better. Nevertheless thank you.



Thank you LORD.

Happy reading ^.^