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I just went to a circumstance that I could say that been hurt my feeling so bad. When someone underestimated my abilities that made me (somehow) look down at myself. I thank God for that situation because I immediately ask His power to make me calm. If only I let the anger run, I don’t know what will gonna happen. I totally ignore that person and continue my routine. My thinking was this,
” I will never ruin my day because of you. I will live my life the way it was, without the shadow of the mean people like you. I forgave you; even you didn’t say anything to apologize.”
I thought that I already forgave her but deep within me not. I deny the feeling that everything’s fine now, I don’t care anymore, but the truth is, I still have wounds.
I thought that my motivation to press on was right, but God wants to tell me something, He wants me to forgive and let it go. Every time I deny the feelings, I only am allowing the enemy to move over me.
So what I did I pray about it. I told God that “it’s hard for me to forgive that person. Lord I know you don’t want me to suffer in this feeling that I am dealing with.
And so god promised in psalm 94:13
Amazing God! Few days after, when I saw that person again, I only laugh at myself, thinking, “ parang kelan lang inis ako sa taong to.”
I did the right thing, and I learned something, God wants us to learn something in the situation that we are into, that’s how God prepares us for a greater blessing. God set standards for us to receive that. Now, how we can have that great blessing if in every circumstance we become bitter? It’s our choice dear, BETTER or BITTER?
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