BLESSEDday Confessions #12 - Appreciation!^.^

I am in the middle of of my lecture in NCM, I don't know why Am doing this , It's bad I know, But I have this idea and suddenly pop out in my mind and so I want to write it down before I ran out of words to say, ^.^ and so I have my pen and my notebook with me. SSSSHHHHHH my prof might see me.. hihi

my confessions begin....

look at this picture below

ehem!! that's my new shoes!! yep! mine!! the price is quite cheap compared to some signature brand out there but all in all it's fine and cute isnt it? you know what? I will never trade that shoes to any kind of shoes you will offer me.take note! i didn't spend any cent to have those, It was a gift.


But before those shoes became mine, let me share to you the story behind . Remember the group that I helped in their play? ( http://princessworshiper.blogspot.com/2011/08/blessedday-confession-9-performer.html )

by the way they presented so gooood!! ( no kidding)
actually as a beginner they are good! actually it made me think if I was the one who trained them. really ( ako nga ba talaga?)

I think the reason behind their beautiful presentation was we maintained good harmony of relationship. I'd never been got irritated or pissed at them because they were cooperative and lots of fun. like we were just playing. But still, the pressure was in the roof. And because we have already established a basic foundation of being friends working together wasn't that hard.


the day of their presentation came, of course I am with them giving my full support. and somehow cheering them to lessen the pressure feeling inside I helped them in their costumes and make ups.. ( whoa! multitasker huh! )


As the 1st group presented theirs, I can't help myself say " my actors and actresses are much better thn theirs " ( oops! sorry that's my opinion , and this is my blog anyway, make your own blog if you want haha). although they were good in peops and musicality, but I am more confident with the acting skills of my new friends! ^.^

I kept on whispering telling them that they are more fine !!and it's true!

And the stage is definitely given to them. But before that I gave them some points in case of the unavoidable circumstances during the play, and I led them in prayer ( good thing to do to start the play)

of course as a beginner they were errors but it's only minimal and they get over it. All in all two thumbs up!

during their play, too much to my surprise they are AWESOME! after the play I congratulate each of them!! feeling so proud!!

a very tiring day but it was all washed off!! because I have this feeling! SATISFIED


Monnet, Carvy, and Dan ( my actresses) we went to a mall nerby after the presentation. Monet asked me what kind of bag will be good for her friend studying at the FATIMA (UNIVERSITY) so In helped her to pick one but suddenly she changed her mind. She left me with Dan and talked to carvy and they went to other atalls inside the mall.



(reminiscing : I told Dan about the shoes that I certainly want to buy, but my pocket says no for now and laughingly I talking to the shoes " you'll be mine!!" )

without my knowledge Dan told the 2 girls what shoes are those and so they bought the shoes immediately.
as we leave the mall , Carvy hand me the shoes feeling so shocked! how did they know about the shoes!

teary eye!!

they said that it's a THANK YOU gift from the whole group!!!

aaaawwww TOUCHED!!

So blessed!! I have them as friends after the play! nice!! thank you!!!



Carvy
Monnete
Agnes
Micko
Kath
Dan
Edmond
EJ
Jimboy
may kulang pa ba??


thank you guys!!
more bondings to come!

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BLESSEDday Confession #11 I Dream BIG for i have a big GOD.

household chores done ! ^.^
and I'm ready for another confession. tsk. it's been a long time since i"ve logged in here. sorry readers loads of stuff are still coming. but I really want to post so many confession. I just ran out of time, but not ran of confessions. ^.^
but I love this day because no school works but enough time to rest and blog.

ready?




----> I"ve designed my dream book for a bout 6 months from now. those dreams indicated there are the dreams that i want to achieve in life. Mixed up with my dreams in my family and my personal dreams. this idea that came up in my mind realizing that God told me to dream big. I realized that as a children of God , we are destined to dream big you know, as in big, because He's allowing us to do so. And so I did. So I'm encouraging you guys to formulate your own dreams.






" Is He capable to meet those?"

Of course HE is! He's the GOD of impossible! actually GOD answered 3 of my dreams already. (not bad! out 25 dreams ).
maybe some of our dreams of our prayers are not yet answered because GOD has a perfect timing. And I'm telling you right timing of GOD is always perfect! The secret is ----> Waiting.


for us to have those,? don't forget to invest.. yep! invest! thru prayers.

GOD wants us to dream simply because we are His precious one's. these dreams are the one we can hold on Him. cause He want us to depend only on Him. maybe you could dream for your future family, like I do., good job after collage, your dream business, and if you have your partner, you could dream for your wedding and also for your own family, if you have conflicts ask for reconciliation .

Don't be shy to ask the LORD " what do you want me to dream about?" , "help me to dream big"
for this to be attainable? Like I've said invest in prayers. And get closer to the one who answers dream!

go and make your own dreams!! I'm excited..


happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession # 10

I'm inside the library while doing this confession of course with my pen and notebook. Iam very eager to post this confession. I hope somehow you will feel blessed.
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Here it goes.

The father of my classmate and a friend Marianne Lince died last night. so sad. :(
as a friend I really don't know what will I say just to make her feelings better because i still have my father alive. I had been so emotional last night because I also helped her to find a blood donor for her father , actually I offer a help since my blood type is O (universal Donor) but sadly, I'm underweight so I didn't passed the requirements. So moved around the campus asking someone if he or she can donate blood. what made me more eager is that someone's dying and he needs help , i want to help. even just a small thing. good Lord we found 2, he's arjhay my friend way way back. He didn't think twice and so he donated blood, and Jean our classmate.

everything seems OK but until Marianne's dad brought into I.C.U.
after all we've gone thru, her dad gave up and rest in peace.



--loosing someone you really loved wasn't that very easy. I can't cheer my friend up because I have my papa but I know for sure time will come we will go to that situation it's the matter of acceptance. in my case, I am blessed because I can spend more time with my papa. Be blessed too.


one author posted in her fb wall that made my heart touched and immediately I posted it in Marianne's wall. It says:

" DADDY--This is one of God's many names that surely touches His heart. Come to the Father. He waits." MessagePokeRu Dela Torre

God is the father to the fatherless he's allowing us to dream for Him to answer it.
He's capable to take all of the weary inside of us that no one else could ever do.


one tear fell


" May you rest in peace Mr. Lince."

BLESSEDday Confession #9 - Performer outside the stage

This would be the worst days that actually I don't want to encounter and feel.
But I don't have the power to get rid of this situation in short I have to stay
like this permanently, I guess because of my chosen field. " I WANT TO SLEEP!!" hihi ^.^ I'm doing this confession while I'm in duty at the Hospital of course am not bringing any gadgets. I'm holding my new pen and a small notebook. I guess I can write on the mood to write confessions while I'm in the middle of my school work. The days that I'm actually free to write are being used for me to rest and get enough sleep. The tendency I'm meeting up with my dream boy in my dreams rather than writing many confessions. hihi ^.^ kidding aside.

well, enough of that, my confession will start.....now...

My passion in performing still on going, eventhough my chosen field is far different from performing on stage , the passion still burns in my heart.


God's wonderful works. He allowed me to share what I've gone thru my experiences in theatre. Some of my friends here in Caritas ( my school) are taking up RIZAL (life and works of Rizal) the National Hero of the Philippines. (FYI) wherein one of the requirements is making a short play about the book of what Rizal has wrote. My friend asked me who's taking up Rizal if I can manage /direct their group. without any hesitation I agreed. without asking anything in return. Teaching them such a big honor. since, it's my first time to facilitate a play or workshop, I don't want to take any payment for that.

So I prepared a lesson plan for the workshops. I also prepared lots of activity for them not to get bored. I made everything so organized and take note, I rehearsed in front of the mirror just to look convincing. hihi..^.^
The night before the workshop I did the most important tool that I'll be using in the entire workshop. PRAY

I asked for God's wisdom and courage to do it, and also thanking Him for the abilities vested in me. And for the talents that I'll be sharing with them.



WORKSHOP DAY


It all started with a prayer. After that, everything went well, we enjoyed every moment, what made more blessed? was the participants willingness to learn. then the laughter has been scattered all over the room.

After whole day activity I ask them if they learned something all of them said yes. (I hope so) and we ended with a small words of wisdom of mine and a prayer. After that we went to Agnes' house to eat.

result?

I have found new friends to treasures. GLAD TO KNOW THEM EACH. ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession # 8 - Hello TUMBLR. (again ^.^)

tumblr. is trending, so I decided to have a mirror blog. do't worry guys my blogspot acoount is still active ( princessworshipper.blogspot.com) wherein I post my articles twice a week.

The descision to have an another site of blog is my way of spreading the word of God and reaching more people and be inspired.

Actually, I've already had an account in tumblr. the reason why it's not being used is because I don't know how to use it (hihi) but with the help of friends and Joan (my cousin) I am now learning to use it. and if will visit my site there, if you will notice the design and the outline it's actually not my hands who made it but it's my taste and my articles are mine ^.^

REPOST??

It's ok for me to repost what I have blogged(seriously, no offense at all). It would be better if you will repost it and your followers might read it and be (hopefully) be inspired.


"nice one, "great", "need more practice"

suggestions? Questions? Comments? --- They are all welcome ofcourse I woould like to hear bad critisisms as long as it is comes out from the heart rather than sweet comments that comes from the nose hihi^.^

here in blogger you can still have your comments along with the chat box that is located ate the right side of the blog ( Princess chatbox)


I would like it to here it from you readers!! ^.^
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BLESSEDday Confession # 7 - IMMATURITY OUT!

I could still remember the time when I read an article about being MATURE!! (uh oh!!)
It says that " you can be a little child once, but you can be IMMATURE everytime"

sounds fun right? but it's not acceptable in the eyes of GOD though,He always wants us to be mature and act like we are on our age well, and since His presence can make us mature, by the things we encountered everyday, such as circumstances, and problems. and I think it's not a good idea to be someone to be so immature, we all gone being child,and God destined us to change for the better, not to stay on what we are right now, start thinking to change ok? haha!

although GOD wants us to be like child in searching Him, there's a bit ironic here but I hope I could explain it to you.


God wants us not to be childish
meaning , only thinking about ourselves, always crying, silly, having childish fears, negatives, etc..
like a Father would always want to, God wants us to be more independent. and God is always there to gives us the strenght to stand and overcome any problems would comes our way, for us to stand and testify of His great love.


God wants us to be childlike heart
meaning: act like you always miss your father, the excitement feeling you have to make your father proud. In seeking God , He requires us to be like a child that longs for a father's touch. The feeling of a so much hunger for the love of a father.



So tell me how can you show the people that God is in our life if you act like so immature? Would they believe you?

BLESSEDday Confessions day 6 - Let HIs beauty shines within me not mine.

God showers us many talents and abilities, that should be used and not kept.
I'm truly amazed when someone who is simple and plain and young can fill the arena of audience. millions of people are stood and cheering and jumping
just like music personality Miley Cyrus who recently visit the Philippines for a concert tour, Justin Beiber of course and our very own PHilippine Azkals and Manny Pacquiao who have their names in the sports industry.





CONCERT BLAST BUNCH OF PEOPLE!






Football arena




You know what even you can't fill the arena , God look at you at your best. When it comes to the stage of life the spotlight are yours. Being light in the darkness are one of the best abilities you can have, and if you know more of Christ, He will shine on you, it's the grace of GOD flowing in your life that matters.





"when it comes to the stage of life the spotlight are yours."











and this is the time to make Jesus famous not ours, let your talents used to give Him glory. let His beauty shines within you but not you.

you may think that you are just a simple person who do simple things, but when you allow God to flow in your life, people will definitely see it and appreciates.

- I will make JESUS famous in my life!!



happy reading^.^





credits: thank you Google for the images.