BLESSEDday Confession #32 - Hand in Hand ^.^

I am actually thinking of another blog or I just put it in here. The theme of the other blog that i am planning to have to is LOVE. Yep! Showing my romantic side. Also in that blog I will post my quotes and the poems that I've made inspired by LOVE.

As I planned last night, I fell asleep and had a dream.

FUNNY dream! It's my special friend ( i will no longer mention his name. He's handsome and I can say that any girls will surely wants to be their boyfriend because of his character and face!


But I only look at him as my special friend we have this thing in common and we love the friendship that we are having right now. Actually, he's friendly and he has a lot of special friends and more close friends. So I am just one of those and am honored.

so, the dream was, He's my boyfriend! haha
we were like this the whole time

The feeling was so light and beautiful,until i woke up 3:20 am. with a smile and a question mark on my face. I feel asleep again and the continuation of the dream came.




we were like this again.

and this time we are so sweet. We always see each other held hands while walking and I noticed that his hands were short and told him "It's ok as long you are holding my hand,I don't mind."

In my dream, I love smelling his shoulders laughing all the time. We went to a prayer meeting, which we became our bonding. I was so happy and in love holding at his hand. and then I woke up! haha it's 8:00 am.


Do i have to tell him or not?

hahaha!! funny isn't?

Happy Reading ^.^


( images by : GOOGLE. com)

BLESSEDday Confession #31 - A Blast From The Past part 2

Hi ev! Here's another blast from the past. I could say that there's a light behind those darkest years when I was in my grade 5 and 6.

(guys! I know, don't look at me like that! hehe!! PAYATOOOOT!MALNOURISHED?? hahaha!!!)



She's Charlene Jimenez for crying out loud! Hihi! Very Pretty diba? I only have few friends before, I can say that she's one of the reason why my darkest years was still memorable. We have code names, she's Cutie pie and I'm Swetie pie. After we graduated we still have communication thru letters.
here's one of the letter's I gave.

(please bear with me, I'm still young and trying to improve my penmanship ^.^




I am so happy when I saw her in FB, after a LOOOOOONNNNGGGG years! ( SOBRANG LONG) haha!


look at her now, she's pretty diba?

I do hope that we'll see each other again. ^.^

One thing that GOD thought me on my 20th birthday, was to cherish the people in the past, doesn't matter if they were good to you or not. God used them to create a new character in you. SALAMAT LORD kay CHARLENE JIMENEZ




Happy Reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession # 30 - A blast from the past

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I saw this picture of my 5th grade classmate in her FB account.

I could say that one of my darkest years was when I was in my 5th and 6th grade. Yes it was!
my parents decided to transfer us in a school ( di ko na babanggitin yung school hihi) my life has changed.
being small, dark skinned, not beautiful and a newbie, I wasn't treated nice.

The boys in our classroom was never been nice to me, they were harsh and treated my like am not a girl. (or maybe, pag nandyan parents ko.)

there was one classmate in a 5th grade who spitted saliva on my hair and walked out just like nothing happened. ( grossed diba?).

without any humor I ask God to give me super powers that I could throw up stones, turn them into a statue and slap,punch, kick them and and they will feel the hurt after I turn them back to normal. How I wish i could have that powers. I will use those powers to the people who treated me bad. Including my 6th grade adviser ( instead sa kanya ako magsumbong, isa pa sya sa mga nagpahirap sakin.)

None sense if i will tell her, She wouldn't listen to me naman eh, what's the sense diba?

yes, I have friends, pero dahil may group2 (naks! text lang? group2?? haha)
there was a leader, if happened that you had a trouble with that leader the rest of the gilrs should treat you like an enemy, so don't messed up with the leader.
eh lagi akong napapaaway madalas ako lang mag isa. I ate alone, I'm not joining them sometimes in the flag ceremony. I was so alone madalas.


But everything's changed, as I surrendered my life to Jesus, I gained friends and found family. I have this promise in me before I will never look for any people in my past but as know more of the Lord, I moved on and I'm loving the people that GOD introduces me.

Past is past sabi nga nila, those were just memories, dapat nga di na inaalala yun eh, but I used that giving you a testimony that if you have been down, revenge is never be an answer, tell the LORD about it and he will give you rest.



since, I did not mentioned any name , bahala na kayo manghula kung sino sino nagbully sakin dyan, clue: 70% of the class. hihihi!! ^.^

syempre, kung hindi dahil sa kanila, I will not able to improve myself for the better. Nevertheless thank you.



Thank you LORD.

Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #29 – “It hurts you know!!!”

Dude, I not ask you if you’ve been hurt because all of us do, right? Well, just want to tell you’re not alone.

(by: GOOGLE images "hurt")



I just went to a circumstance that I could say that been hurt my feeling so bad. When someone underestimated my abilities that made me (somehow) look down at myself. I thank God for that situation because I immediately ask His power to make me calm. If only I let the anger run, I don’t know what will gonna happen. I totally ignore that person and continue my routine. My thinking was this,


” I will never ruin my day because of you. I will live my life the way it was, without the shadow of the mean people like you. I forgave you; even you didn’t say anything to apologize.”


I thought that I already forgave her but deep within me not. I deny the feeling that everything’s fine now, I don’t care anymore, but the truth is, I still have wounds.


I thought that my motivation to press on was right, but God wants to tell me something, He wants me to forgive and let it go. Every time I deny the feelings, I only am allowing the enemy to move over me.


So what I did I pray about it. I told God that “it’s hard for me to forgive that person. Lord I know you don’t want me to suffer in this feeling that I am dealing with.
And so god promised in psalm 94:13

Amazing God! Few days after, when I saw that person again, I only laugh at myself, thinking, “ parang kelan lang inis ako sa taong to.”



I did the right thing, and I learned something, God wants us to learn something in the situation that we are into, that’s how God prepares us for a greater blessing. God set standards for us to receive that. Now, how we can have that great blessing if in every circumstance we become bitter? It’s our choice dear, BETTER or BITTER?


Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #28 - Greatest Healer of All

there is one man rushed into the emergency room ( where we assigned to have duty) suffering from difficulty in breathing the patient was unconscious that time. What more alarming was that the man turned into color blue, meaning the oxygen is not entering his body and he could die. so the nurses and doctors did there part as a health care provider. They help the man to survive, knowing that one small mistake can take the man's life. after 15 to minutes BOOM the patient gained his consciousness.
GREAT PEOPLE!


Also with God, he heals every wound we have , Physically, emotionally, and spiritually. He has the ability to change our lives as in everything in our lives.
Some times there is no medicine can heal us from the pain inside. Even crying is not enough for us to feel better, and our emotions will run us and makes us feel so down.
The best part of it is that there is Jesus , yes, he is always there to comfort us. We never see him but we can always feel his presence. I'm sure about it! ^.^ ( tested!)

in earth we have hospitals that can help us to cure our physical illnesses. We also have a place to cure our Spiritual illnesses: through our knee and lips.

knee- prayer a call for GOD,tell him you need him.(credits: GOOGLE.com)

lips - praising and worshiping the God who heals the brokenhearted.(picture by Joanne Manulit )

happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #27 friend for keeps.

Hello everyone!! Nice to be back!! I’ve been in a long break huh? So sorry for the delayed guys. I’ve been in storms yup like physical and emotional stress. I can say that I’ve moved on now and ready to confess my blessed days but of course I conquered it all with the help of my LORD GOD Bestfriend.


I finally visit my former school Holy Angel University,last march 10 2012. I can say na grabeeee!!! Ang ganda ng school ko!! Haha, so sad I’m just a former education student there. But anyway, my real agenda was to meet my “Tatay James” and meet the new members of theatre guild not to spoil my day saying “aaaaaahhhh!!! Ang ganda ng HOLY” . I only met 4 members of theatre guild, and some old members I’ve known before. I wouldn’t lie that I really had a good time knowing them. Haha! We had a question and answer portion headed by me. Just to know them deeply. Haha! Ganun kabilis noh? I’ve told them that I hate dead air so they have to talk and talk not just me. And no time wasted. I get their numbers to keep in touch. Hihi!!

I have this in my heart that I have to take care of them even though am far away from them . ayaw ko kasi napapabayaan ang mga kapatid ko hihi! And I don’t want to meet them because it is needed but I want to.
I want to cultivate deep friendship in each of them. They are the future leaders of theatre guild and one recipe of good leadership is being a friend to all I do believe in that.


Guys they are my new brothers and one sister. Hihihi


Angelo "Gelo" silent type pero may ibubuga!

Micco Hiro english boy that I thought he's from US, Japan pala. hihi

Jaco or JACOCO MARTIN . hihihi makulit to pramis!

and ney!! my lil sis!!! pinakamaganda sa kanila.. ( kasi sya lang babae.) hihihi

thank you everyone !!!


happy reading!! ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #26 Better or Bitter?

I've watched this video for about a month from now. He's a online preacher named Jeff Bethke.

Here's another picture of him.(pictures by: GOOGLE images)

It was my friends recommendation and I loved it.Ive searched for his vids and it was very informative. Although I know some of His teachings but when he talks he actually explains exactly what you have to hear.


I really love this video!! It's about sex, marriage, and fairytale. actually I don't want to add some info because it's very substantial and I don't need to add anything It's complete. hihi ^.^

GOD bless Jeff! ^.^