I decided to fix my old stuffs such as my Journals and my soooo many papers. ^.^(for those who do not know. I am fond of papers,ballpens and notebooks.)
I saw my old journals containing the past memories I went thru. And as I read those, flashback came.
well, I can actually dictate them all here but it's too long to dictate hihi ^.^
While reading I noticed some pages that I can say it's full of mourn and burden. Like some movies it's too tragic and heart broking. Melodramatic kung baga. ( this blog serves to be a witness)
I've read some pages that, I never thought I could handle it. At the back of my mind saying " Grabe, In my age, naranasan ko yun?" don't worry like I've said just like in movies it's dramatic.
One page indicates
" on the bus. my way to Manila. raining (------ 2009)" "While staring at the window I am praying for the LORD to rescue me . LORD I am asking for a heart that rejoices in the midst of this chaotic life. May I found joy in loving YOU"
I remember those! I Actually crying on the bus going to Manila covering my mouth so no one could hear me. ^.^
After remembering those memories it gives me a smile on my face instead to be frown.
I realized that, I am not able to conquer those with myself, I am with God.because of HIM I am now here, giving you my testimony.
here's my after trials reflection.
GOD heard me when I cried
He knew I was sad.
He gave his shoulders for me to lean on
He embraced me with unending love to comfort me
His words are enough to satisfy me.
He was there when I thought I was alone.
He rescued me.
I thanked the LORD after I went back to the past. Some tears fall into my eyes, full of joy eto nasabi ko " GRABE KA LORD! SOLID KANG WALANG KATULAD.!"
PS.
hindi ako nakapag fix ng gamit kasi nagbasa lang ako ng past journals hihi ^.^
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