BLESSEDday Confession #47 - A Man Named EDWARD

It's not his birthday FYI

Countless fight and ever flowing tears.

Yes, I can't even imagine myself crying overnight and never ending fights yet, I'm still at your side. In your side holding your hands even sometimes you refused to hold mine.


For the first 5 months in each others arms , it seems that everything went smooth. It's like problems are just nothing and forgiveness were scattered throughout those months. I might say that somehow it was a little bit shaky for us. The tears flowed too rapid.

5 months and beyond i might say " GRABEE!" Those months were like war. However, I just want to say sorry for the times that I almost gave up and wanted to rest without you. (Cool off)



Sobrang blessed ko naman that he never gave up on me. He still fought for me. He still doesn't want to let me go.


I know that it's too early to say that I could live like forever with Edward. I can't promise anything, I'm just a imperfect human with a lot of flaws. One thing is for sure, I am willing to face a lot of troubles and pain that the world brings ..... with EDWARD.


I feel like I'm so stupid enough to loose this kind of man that wants me to be his wife and grow old together in CHRIST.

GOD is on our side then, no weapon formed against us shall prosper..

until to this day



9th and still counting....


I dearly love you :-*

BLESSEDday Confession #46 - BFF

I want to share a particular , accidental BFF of mine :)




naming

BUCKS










I am really fond of kids talaga ever since.

this little girl told me that I look like Barbie and i was like " NO!"


and since then she always ask my friend where am i, I am touched to this girl because we i=only have little bonding on our first day and yet she remembers me that big.


we didn't have the chance to have picture together on our first day so too bad!


and on the second meeting I made sure of a pic and then boom!!


and before we parted our ways she shouted " BBYE BFF!"




haha! found one!




:)









the other girl named: RUSH :)

(bucks little sis)

BLESSEDday Confession #45 - Thoughts that can make me strong.

I experienced sadness and failures. But after all the things that knocked me down I get up and rebuild myself with liters of tears. Tears that build my character and made my character to be strong.







best lesson: Love yourself a little bit more, cause when someone hurt you, there's a love inside of you remains.








MAFIE -- such a name, Treating myself with a worth and dignity.









when everythings semm so not right, I get down on my knees and pray. HOPES THAT A BETTER DAY COMES BY TOMORROW.








GOD is the one who molded me to be strong. Allowing Him to dictate my life and let Him to control over my life was the BEST decision that I have ever made.



Horrible things happens but GOD's grace and mercy has sustains me to get thru all of it.

\Happy reading ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession #44 Grand Case Presentation (success)

"SCHISTOSOMIASIS"

Was the name of our case.

we only have 2 weeks of preparations, revisions.
2days of mock defenses and brain storming and
tons of sleepless nights.

the result:


DEFENDED WELL and TERRIBLE EYE-BAGS



here are the preparations for our grand case defense..



with ej and micko helping us out for the sound systems. thanks a lot boys ;)















Tripping will never ran out of space! haha! in spite of being so haggard and ran out of sleep. Still we managed to laugh hard.


the next pictures contains of ..... never mind. lol


MERMAID??





FIGHTING SCENES PICTURE!!!






picture pa!!!








and this picture has put a big smile on my face







happy reading ^.^ GOD bless!

BLESSEDday Confession #43 - 2012 memories

I can say that I had a blessed year It's just I don't have enough space to jot it all here. (palusot?)hehe

I faced a lot of trials but able to conquer it with Jesus.

God has a lot to offer, His grace, mercy that I think that helped me to get thru out.

Grace and Mercy that sustains me to run the race of 2012 and I am able to make it . Thanks be to God. ^.^



Here are some of good memories that i am thankful for. Consists of people and events.


#1 my family ^.^

The source of my inspiration. for some who really don't have the idea, i am a family oriented person, what I am today It's because of my "beautiful" family.


I may not have the beautiful family but for me it's one of the perfect gift Of God that gave me.


#2 Red Cross Manila training

I made an effort to able to learn and apply all the things that the instructors had injected in our brains. ^,^

(i am wearing yellow shirt and red jogging pants.)


By the way, I am one of the rescuer, which was my goal to become one ^.^
Blessed I am. hihi

Thanks to these hard working Red Cross professors. I only have few photos of them.
I thanked them each thru PM in Facebook. Gladly 5 of them responded.

(sir Arkhe, Sir Josh, Mam Kim, Sir Mc, Mam Hans)


#3

National Prayer Gathering

Event like this can make my faith go up and up!
My experience here was exceptional. It seems like God with us face to face. ^.^
Non stop praying and praising. ^.^



#National Center for Mental Health.

The place where i want to go back, not because i belong to one of the patients haha kidding aside. I want to go back because i want to serve.






#4 kids

source of laughter. I can feel that I am a child again whenever it's sunday. hihi






#5 Ej

Elijah Justin or EJ is my cousin, his mother is in US so my family took over him when he was just six months. I am very fond of babies ever since. So I am very hands on in taking care of Ej. Sometimes people mistaken me as his mother. The usual response is " Bata pa po ako ."







#6 Theatre Guild

I've been loyal to this group ever since. I also have been faithful in the "so called" Family of mine. got a chance to be the judge in the past 2012 and able to meet the newbies and old members.



I'm free to be me whenever I am with them. ^^





#7 Brothers and sisters in Christ

No explanation needed!!! hahaha

If ever I want to laugh so hard? I can count on them like 1 2 3


whenever I am down, their spirit can lift me up high.

Kakaibang Trip?They are always ready!


Brothers and sisters that extremely love to serve GOD.



that's all fellas!


happy reading! ^.^

BLESSEDday Confession # 42 - A good farewell to the year 2012

I will still praise You even more in times of trouble and in need. even more in the next year.





Year 2012 was indeed a blast. They were ups and downs, discouragements, disappointments and some heart breaking experiences. At the back of my mind:

“Grabe! Di naman biro ang pinagdaanan ko netong 2012.”





I shed tears, exert effort, I fought everything.

But as a person and a normal girl,





I fall.




The good thing was, there is light behind those darkest days.
There is

JESUS



I get too emotional when I speak about His love. Maybe because I was just amazed and feel special knowing He’s there.

My random thoughts:

“Yearning I am for YOU deeper.”
“I will still run the race knowing that YOU are here with me.”
“ The lifter of my head in times of sadness.”
“Carrying me through”
“The rock and Glory”


I will never be the same next year, because I am more mature, strong, empowered.

All for God’s Glory.


happy reading ^.^